Tic Toc

Tic
A deep dark wave
Emitting from the deepest corners
Desire fear insecurity desperation
Please STOP!

Toc

Aftermath calm with light
Who has the fuckin right
Who said freedom? This is my freedom!
Take hold of it, keep it cherish it, it’s slipping,
sliding, dipping, tripping, falling into…

Tic

Fright and fears
Bloodshot eyes and red tears
To be yourself and not yourself
Is there only one self?
One self, me, this paper and pen, one ice, cool, calm, one mic, runner high, zen…

Toc

Focus, keep this
Breathing steady, always ready
For what? For that! Aw shit
Gun trigger, pull! Avalanche starts flowing
Walking uphill in sand, then all of a sudden!
Stuck

Tic

Shit! Fuck!
Quicksand muck
Deep thinking yet sunken
No longer high but drunken

Toc

Narrow escape
On the road to great…
Wrong turn bitch!
Forbidden forest, leaves, I need reprieve

Tic
You, me, or I?
Don’t do this! Come out!
Toc
I’m here, I’m good
I’ll never leav…
Tic
Nothing works!
You can’t move!
Toc
I am me!
My destiny!
Tic
Your life’s symphony
Everlasting, rickety
Toc
Steady clock on the wall
Mechanical heartbeat, fall
Tic
Nastalgia’s inhibitor
Cerebral prisoner!
Toc
Rock, weight
ODB, the hate
Tic
Tragic hero
Hypocrit! Zero
Toc
I am me

Tic
Toc
That is me
Tic
Toc
My worst fears
Tic
Toc
Horrifying jeers
Tic
Toc
Kick him in the cock!
Tic
Toc
All of our tears
Tic
Toc
Calm
Breath
See
Be

Abundantly clear
Conquering near

No more.